I always get overly happy for the wrong reasons.

I realize this now, but I always do something like that. I can't really pin-point a time right at this moment. But it's really sad when it happens.

My sister leaves at 3AM tomorrow. She's gonna leave for about ... a semester. Five months. Ish. She's taking my laptop. And my camera. And my iPod. Well, I bought her the iPod, so she can take that. And half of my clothes. So.. I think this will be good though. Y'know? Cuz I've been around her for all my life (literally, fucking twins) and it'll be good get some space. FUCK!!! I went to Barnes & Noble last night and I didn't get my sketchbooksssss. Argh. I'm so mad at that cuz I'm never gonna go back there and get them because I won't have a ride or anythin'. So. Yeah. So we're getting ready to take her and shit. I'm helping her pack and all that. She's my built in buddy. And now she's leaving for Florida to intern at Disney. She should get a reality tv show like The Hills. Because she's going to Intern at Florida like Lauren Interned at Teen Vogue. And Whitney. But she wouldn't have been a character if Lauren wasn't there. Is it sad I know this all? I'm pretty sure it is. Haha.

Everytime I say the word "hard" now I think of this:

And then I have to repeat "hard" like she says it.

fdhsfioewhfomwaifona.
I want to see Tegan & Sara so bad in October.
I wanted to see Jack's in August so bad.
I want to see Jack's in it's next headlining tour in the fall so bad.
dsfhiaofnaoimn nd I'm gonna miss it all unless I find ... someone to take me and someone to take me back and I could probably scrounge up the money and shit. afheowaifamwn. I'm glad my sister didn't go see Brad Paisley yesterday, I would have been so pissed at her for going to Brad but not going to Jack's with me with Paramore!!
..Jonas Brothers concert is tonight. It's kinda sad I know that half of my friends are actually going. I mean it's sad their going. But I haven't really listened to them. The Jonas Brothers. BUT I'VE LISTENED TO TEGAN & SARA AND I WANNA GO. SO BAD. JB is touring with The Veronica's. Haha. They're sooo rad. I love them so much. They're Australian!!! :DDDDD I love that. Haha. Being Australian just makes you cool by that fact alone.